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I Feel Strange

Sat Aug 22, 2009, 3:13 PM
  • Mood: Confused
  • Listening to: Comatose
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Coke
I do not really know what I am feeling right now, once this morning I felt fine just fine but three days before that I felt strange like I had lost something... no like I will loose something but I do not know what it is or when I will loose it...

I feel sad... no not sad... empty no not that either I feel everything the good and the bad and there all mixing into the color black...no brown... no white... this is nothing important just writing releasing something...
I feel like I am fighting... fighting for something I Thought I won already, but my ambition has been slacking? no I do not think so but the results are proveing me different... Maybe I am just observing things to hard... to much... to close... I wish it would all go away... I wish I could type faster then my already 80 per minute i wish I could but I can't i feel as though I have reaqched my limit but I do not want it to be my Limit Please do NOT let this be my limit...

I do not like knowing that I have limits, thats i am something like a human, I wish I was something more so I could fight for the one I love better more efficiently... more carefully... What I would give to think faster... to love better...

I am ranting i am finding it easier to smile to... cry but I refuse to do so unless the one I asm fighting for is here...

But its... Better...

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  • Current Residence: house
  • Interests: drawing anime the show inuyasha and the grim adventures of billy and mandy and of course invader zim
  • Favourite movie: 1408
  • Favourite band or musician: linkin park
  • Favourite genre of music: alternative rock
  • Favourite style of art: sketch
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod
  • Favourite game: my sims for DS
  • Favourite gaming platform: X box 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: sesshomaru
  • Personal Quote: where there is sound there is silence and where there is light there is always a shadow

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:iconjermmgirl:
hows it gooooing!? I haven't heard from you in awhile!

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life should have backround music, just like you hear and see on TV.
:icondefaultgrl13:
Thanks a million for the fave!

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Oh dear.
:iconrobespierre-amador:
Thanks for the favs!! =]

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present day...
present time hahahhaha
:iconsesshy56789000:
Your welcome! ^^

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An Angel who smokes will turn his wings black.
:iconnakedxsnapex:
thankies for the favinnnnnnnnnnn!

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Your nipple money is buying our damn pizza! ~alex

SEXual seducation,
makes you seem useless.

Funhole.
:iconsesshy56789000:
Your Welcom for th Favvvvvy

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An Angel who smokes will turn his wings black.
:iconsesshygirl1994:
Thanks for the fave Sesshy :)

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MUFFINZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!! BITE THEM!!!!!!!! CHEW THEM!!!!!!!!!!!! yum
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"Here's another curse..... May all your bacon burn...."Calcifer (Howls Moving Castle)
:iconsesshy56789000:
your welcome =]

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An Angel who smokes will turn his wings black.
:iconsesshygirl1994:
=}

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MUFFINZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!! BITE THEM!!!!!!!! CHEW THEM!!!!!!!!!!!! yum
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"Here's another curse..... May all your bacon burn...."Calcifer (Howls Moving Castle)
:iconmarluxiasseed11:
:D shesshy!

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